RANDOM THOUGHTS : OLD YET NEW AGAIN

Relinquishing somebody doesn’t occur without any forethought, or in a month, or in a year. They are altogether these recollections, excellent and awful, awesome and agonizingly terrible. Recollections become maps in our souls—they don’t simply vanish—just the enchantment of time… Read moreRANDOM THOUGHTS : OLD YET NEW AGAIN

MUCH THE SAME AS ME

At times, it feels like the walls are collapsing— Like you have no place to go, Nothing you can do. You’re drained from attempting to hold all the disintegrating bits of your coexistence. What’s more, you need to surrender—toss the… Read moreMUCH THE SAME AS ME

LESSONS FROM MY YOGA MAT: COME WHAT MAY

I’ve stopped looking for “The One”—the one person I’m meant to spend the rest of my life with. That’s what we’re supposed to be looking for right? When we’re a bit young, and single again, and have spent the years… Read moreLESSONS FROM MY YOGA MAT: COME WHAT MAY

DOXORUBICIN

Let’s continue to where I left off from my previous blog and it is all about DOXORUBICIN. This chemo drug as soon as it was injected on my IV line made me really woozy.  I feel like vomiting, my head… Read moreDOXORUBICIN

LESSONS LEARNED FROM MY YOGA MAT: SURRENDERING THE “EGO”

  While we are in a dark night of the soul experience, hold steady knowing the light will appear once again. Whenever a word is overused, it is most likely being misused, and over time, it begins to lose its… Read moreLESSONS LEARNED FROM MY YOGA MAT: SURRENDERING THE “EGO”

WHEN YOUR SOUL IS JUST GETTING TIRED

It has been awhile since I last wrote a blog.  And this absence is just a temporary deep rest for me since I have gone through a recent period of extreme emotional/mental stress.   As much as I try to… Read moreWHEN YOUR SOUL IS JUST GETTING TIRED

LOVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE. LIVE THE LIFE YOU LOVE.

  As long as you feel pain, you’re still alive. As long as you make mistakes, you’re still human. And as long as you keep trying, there’ still hope. Having said that,  it makes me ponder tonight that there’s so much… Read moreLOVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE. LIVE THE LIFE YOU LOVE.

LESSONS LEARNED FROM MY YOGA MAT: RISING ABOVE THE CHALLENGE

    For the first time since months ago, I did some meditation today and I felt so good after doing that.  Needless to say, it has helped me a lot — the same way that it did to me… Read moreLESSONS LEARNED FROM MY YOGA MAT: RISING ABOVE THE CHALLENGE

IT’S LIKE A NEVER ENDING BATTLE

Yesterday, my knees went so weak at the sight of the gaping hole from my operative wound.  I can hardly look at it.  Sometimes, I ask myself. “when is this going to end?” But questioning like that would derail my… Read moreIT’S LIKE A NEVER ENDING BATTLE

AND THE WOUND WAS OPEN

It has been one (1) month and twelve (12) days since I had my Modified Radical Mastectomy and yesterday 8th March 2018 when all the remaining staples were removed.   The intense anxiety it brought me was so overwhelming that I… Read moreAND THE WOUND WAS OPEN